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im 31, im fat, really fat, im 20kg over ideal weight. everytime i have the thought of going on a diet, i start eating more. i am in a relationship thats not going anywhere, well actually, the relationship is non-existing, but i still stay with him. i still sleep with him, having the hope that it might still work out.
i live in south africa, i am a pa, divorced and have only 1 so called friend. have no kids, dont like kids, but not hate them.

my "relationship" was rocky since the beginning. was and sometimes still physical abusive, but still verbal abusive.words like, whore, slut, fat whore, useless, dont have any brains, its a sin for you to think, your a pain in my ass, you can never do things the right way.

i hate myself for not being a strong person, always crying when there is a fight, always crying when he tell me to f**k off,always crying, i hate that.

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